When I came back to Bard I felt a bit misplaced. It’s a
familiar feeling though.
I went to Will’s moderation show, for music: drumming'. He passed! He dropped a drum stick and suavely picked up another one without missing a beat. It was a variety of jazzy music.
I had a chamber singing concert, Beethoven Mass in C; it was on a Wednesday, but people still came.
I went to Will’s moderation show, for music: drumming'. He passed! He dropped a drum stick and suavely picked up another one without missing a beat. It was a variety of jazzy music.
I had a chamber singing concert, Beethoven Mass in C; it was on a Wednesday, but people still came.
'when I entered the building some guy said hello to me in a way that I didn't expect on campus, nor knew what to do with
One day I started out eating dinner alone (peanut butter and jelly sandwiches, it was a bad day for kline) and accidentally (and
awkwardly) ended up at the “Russian table”. Some good
things out of it;
1) I watched Mercury Rising with a girl who
took Russian 300 this semester. We had an assignment for our child abnormal
class to analyze a character by the DSM. We have quite a few mutual friends, so it's funny that this is how we met.
2) This guy I don’t know but who’s funny says hi to me
now (he’s from the Czech Republic, he wasn’t at the table, but he was Andres’s
roommate last year). Sometimes greetings can be nice.
3) I get e-mails about Russian/Russia related stuff form
the Russian professor Oleg Minin. For example I went to a talk called “Social
Vulnerability and the Psychologist in Russia's Vice of Modernization” before
the Beethoven concert. Despite the topic,
it wasn’t a very good talk, but maybe at one point there will be a good one.
Friday is when it felt that finals had started.
A semester of watching the Smolny
(St. Petersburg) exchange students from afar led to nothing, and I became sharply aware of this fact that morning. I wandered past Stargon for a break, my thoughts were flickering a bit. I think that area is usually a bog, but the ground had frozen enough to walk on it. Later, when I left the library for dinner, I met Mark while he was tripping on LSA.
“everything is new, everything is a decision” I’m not entirely sure as to how the mechanisms
behind LSA differ from LSD, though I do know there’s a natural source for it: Morning
Glory seeds.
(sorry to those of you who expected sexual content?)
Finals is when everything seems to happen. Maybe it's the urgency of time running out, or maybe it's because all the social events happen then, or perhaps because everyone is working so hard, and so everyone is functioning on 'high', pushing themselves in every way. But it always happens.
