I had a dream in which I found out I had an infant child. I thought
"shit, how did I forget I had a kid? when was I pregnant? and how the
hell am I supposed to take care of him with my current schedule?"
I woke up and was relieved, only to find out that I really did have a kid, just learning to hold his head.
When
I finally really did wake up, I double guessed myself, touched my
stomach to see if it felt like I had recently been pregnant.
My schedule really is strange: I work every other weekend, and my workday
is either 7-3:30 or 3-11:30, depending on the shift. I've been tired a
lot but hopefully once I adjust to the demands I will no longer come
home and fall flat on my face. This job is exactly what I was looking
for, out of the jobs available for my level of education and clinical
aspirations. But it requires interacting with new people
everyday, running around, being 'on' the entire time, and I've never
been good at that.
The rest of my family is in Vegas
until the 29th, so I have Potemkin for company. He's currently purring
next to me in hopes of receiving some affection. Recent rain is dripping
from the gutters.
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Tuesday, December 23, 2014
Friday, September 12, 2014
hot peanuts cold beer
In NYC for labor day weekend, I arrived at Luisa's and Sasha's apartment
a little before midnight. I had the pleasure of meetings Sasha's ginger
kitten Filibuster, and in the morning we made pancakes (with Sasha, not
with Filibuster). Sasha and I went to meet Hannah and Will, we walked
the highline and hung out in a posh village apartment where Will was
temporarily staying.
Monday was another parting
with Hannah and Will, the heat had gotten to us and as we ate froyo a
crime scene was being set up across the street.
I've shot three rolls and have only scanned the second one I shot.
I met up with Bianca the next
morning: she's leaving for graduate school in London soon. She told me
about Central Park's designer and commented on how weird some the new
architecture coming up is. In the afternoon I traveled down from midtown
to Brooklyn to meet Shinno. We walked around and right as it started raining, we were inside eating ramen (for the first time, for me). When it stopped we walked and walked until we stopped at Skinny Denis, where an all female modern mariachi band was playing, and in hand-lettering, it said "hot peanuts cold beer" across the entrance window. Alligator lounge later, where each drink came with a complimentary
personal pizza, and we were joined by Shinno's friends who'd I'd never met but they seemed familiar anyway.
I've shot three rolls and have only scanned the second one I shot.
Wednesday, August 6, 2014
they landed!
Yesterday a little before midnight I got in the car and drove to the airport. I passed a car in flames, smoke billowing mercilessly, a figure a few yards in front silhouetted by the street light.
Papa and Yosef seemed quite cheerful when I picked them up, despite the fact that one of their suitcases had been taken. I can only imagine the surprise of the person who took it when they get home: opening it up only to find it filled with ice picks and other mountaineering gear. (we got it back today though so it's okay).
currently on level 31 of this game: http://gameaboutsquares.com
Papa and Yosef seemed quite cheerful when I picked them up, despite the fact that one of their suitcases had been taken. I can only imagine the surprise of the person who took it when they get home: opening it up only to find it filled with ice picks and other mountaineering gear. (we got it back today though so it's okay).
currently on level 31 of this game: http://gameaboutsquares.com
Friday, September 6, 2013
buy sugar
The morning that I left for Bard, Mama told me that I look like an Urban
Outfitters model. Sima asked me what I was going to do after college
and Потемкин tried to get attention but a belly rub was an unrealistic
dream. Yosef promised to try to call me more, as he does every year (and
we did talk for almost an hour last night). I got salt&vinegar
chips at the rest stop and Papa got tea.
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| the kitchen in this house is quite nice. we don't really socialize & we have a similar level of expected cleanliness. functional. the fact that I do not have any sugar, however, is not. |
Rosh Hashanah is always a bit lukewarm at Bard (the undercooked tilapia, the doughy challah, the one bottle of saccharine Manischewitz for each table of ten) but Le'shana Tova. Yesterday I joined the tennis team, though I can only make it to 3/5 practices a week and have to miss some of the meets.
Wednesday, February 6, 2013
белая кошка
English varient below the photos
9 Сбегала забрать ключи у Лены; она уезжала в Индию, а мои родственники скоро возвращались в свою квартиру из отпуска в Испании, так что надо было переехать. После пошла встречаться с Андреем, которого (тоже) не видела четыре года. Мы собирались гулять, но так как я повредила себе ногу, а он себе, то прошлось хромать до очередного кафе. Там была белая кошка, которая быстро присвоила себе меня, что-бы я ее гладила. Через какое-то время это надоело, и я ее сбросила. Она погуляла, осмотрела очередной раз свой ограниченный мир, и, как не в чем не бывала, села мне на прямо как ни в чем не бывало на колени; наглая. После этого мы перешли в ПирО.Г.И., где было больше людей и больше дыма. К нам присоединились Даша, у который на следующей день был экзамен, и ее парень Саша. После того как они ушли, пришел Антон, друг Андрея, который изучает Востоковедение (как, впрочем, и Наташа). Он спросил у Андрея придет ли тот не его концерт в пятницу, и меня тоже пригласил.
9 Сбегала забрать ключи у Лены; она уезжала в Индию, а мои родственники скоро возвращались в свою квартиру из отпуска в Испании, так что надо было переехать. После пошла встречаться с Андреем, которого (тоже) не видела четыре года. Мы собирались гулять, но так как я повредила себе ногу, а он себе, то прошлось хромать до очередного кафе. Там была белая кошка, которая быстро присвоила себе меня, что-бы я ее гладила. Через какое-то время это надоело, и я ее сбросила. Она погуляла, осмотрела очередной раз свой ограниченный мир, и, как не в чем не бывала, села мне на прямо как ни в чем не бывало на колени; наглая. После этого мы перешли в ПирО.Г.И., где было больше людей и больше дыма. К нам присоединились Даша, у который на следующей день был экзамен, и ее парень Саша. После того как они ушли, пришел Антон, друг Андрея, который изучает Востоковедение (как, впрочем, и Наташа). Он спросил у Андрея придет ли тот не его концерт в пятницу, и меня тоже пригласил.
10 Слева от
главного ГМИИ А. С. Пушкина, есть поменьше галерея искусство стран Европы и
Америки, куда я и пошла тем утром. Наверно я была в очень правильном настроение
для этого; Сезанн, Ван Гог. Раньше я их не понимала. Там была картина, которую я
видела много раз, но в этот раз в живую. Вечером я присоединилась к Даше и Саше
на ужин, и вскоре после меня пришел Дашин друг Сережа. Ели, пили, песни распевали.
Нет, нет, это не правда; мы ели пиццу, там наверно нельзя было петь, и нас к
этому не тянуло. С Дашей мы
старались разговаривать без слов, но не очень получалось, и вместо этого у
каждой шел внутренний диалог. Бывает. Когда уже шли по улицы, мы увидели детскую площадку, на ней было трудно играть,
так как мы уже не совсем правильных параметров для нее, но все ровно было
весело взобраться в деревянную башню и перебежать заснеженный мост, подвешенный
пол метра от земли. Пошли дальше, и увидели ресторан Пушкин. Пришла странная
идея, кажется Сереже, пойти туда – и пошли. Нас называли сударь и сударыня.
Даше дали табуретку, для ее сумки. Получили меню, и посмотрев на него попросили
десертное меню. Я заказала чай и варенье из морошки. Туалет у них впечатляющий;
унитаз и раковины из фарфора расписаны в Голландском стиле. Прелесть (Ужас).
9 Came by Lena’s apartment to pick
up her keys; she was leaving for India, and my relatives were soon to return
from their vacation in Spain, so I needed to move. After that I went to meet up
with Andrey, who I (also) had not seen in four years. We were going to go for a
walk, but since I had screwed up my leg, and he had fucked up his, we were left
to hobble to a café. There was a white cat there, which quickly put me to use
petting her. After a while I grew tired of her and put her on the ground. She
went walked around, for the thousandth time, her limited world, and returned to
me, sitting down on my lap without a thought. After that we moved to PirO.G.I,
where there more people and more smoke. Dasha, who had an exam the next day,
joined us, along with her boyfriend Sasha. After they left, Anton, Andrey’s
friend who’s majoring in Asian Studies (as is Natasha) joined us. Anton asked
Andrey if he was coming to his concert on Friday, and invited me as well.
10 To the left of the main building of the Pushkin Museum of
Fine arts, there is a smaller gallery of art of the countries of Europe and
Americas, where I went that morning. I was probably in the right mood for this;
Cézanne,
Van Gogh. I didn’t used to understand them. There was a painting that I had
seen many times, but this time in person. In the evening I joined Dasha and
Sasha for dinner, and soon so did Sergie, Dasha’s friend. We ate, drank, and
sang songs. No, no, that’s not true; we ate pizza, and we probably were not
allowed to sing, nor did we have the inclination. Dasha and I tried to speak to
each other without words, but it didn’t really work so instead we kept internal
dialogues. It happens. Once we were walking outside, we saw a playground. It
was hard to play on it, we aren’t exactly the right parameters anymore, but it
was still fun to climb the wooden tower and run across the snowy bridge, hung a
couple feet from the ground. We kept going, and saw the restaurant Pushkin*. It
came to mind, possibly Sergie’s, to go there – so we did. They called us sir
and madam*, and brought Dasha a little stool for her handbag. We got the menus
and after looking at them, asked for the dessert menus. I ordered tea and
cloudberry jam. The bathrooms were impressive; the toilets and sinks were made
of Dutch-style porcelain. Wonder (Horror).
*a place that
basically exists to, on one hand, be historic; it is named after the founder of
Russian literature, but mostly to be incredibly posh.
*but an archaic form;
the historic factor kicking in. Like “What would thee like as an appetizer, Sir”
Tuesday, January 3, 2012
Kitten
Osya's posts about him here and here
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