Titanium White

Things that make me unhappy right now:

1. That I am out of white oil paint and white acrylic
2. That my moderation board is so soon
3. The state of my room
4. That I keep waking up at 7am
5. That I am behind on reading for my psych and history courses
6. That I am not certain which part of psychology I am interested in
7. That I always get better grades in non-psych courses
8. That my feet hurt from standing in the studio so much
9. That my hands get raw from washing brushes
10. I’m hungry

Things that make me happy right now:

1. That a girl in my drawing class lent me some white oil paint
2. That I will get my phone, which I left at Carnegie, back soon, through the mail
3. My self-portrait is going well, and my drawing professor looked at it and liked it
4. That despite the time I’ve been spending at the studio, I made a new friend
5. That my brother called me last night
6. That I got a few letters in the mail in the past week
7. That Hannah, Kalena, and I made a cake
8. That Kalena and I watched Lost in Translation
9. People I’m not really close with but who I am friends with coming up to me and saying that my work in the moderation show looks really good; that specific group because they are not obligated to tell me, or remember, or care.
10. The prospect of dinner with Lauren, Alana, Adrienne and Cat