interment studying

Things I like: when people give me food.I don't have to many food swipes or bard bucks left. enough to get through the next week, but...
the knock on the door last night was Will dropping off a head of garlic. After coming back from class today and found about 3/4 a baguette and an onion, I'm guessing either Adrienne or Will.

Prep party simultaneously with a water balloon fight.
Watched Beetlejuice with Megan and But I'm a Cheerleader with Britt and Shame with Amanda, Lia, Lila and Hallie. After we finished watching Shame, Lia drove me and Amanda to Smog in the golfcart, it felt like a safari ride, surreal. We left Smog after staring at if for a minute, but it was worth the experience of the ride. Been going to the clay studio occasionally, Sumedah and I have both made mugs there.

Shivi left. I didn't know it was going to be hard. I mean, I assumed it would be, but...
I had been working close to Old Robbins outside and Britt came back from brunch, crying. The brunch had been spontanouse and my phone had died and I hadn't been invited. And I was thinking about how I was responding, how calm I was. And then we went to Cindy's brunch birthday part at Luna 61. Which was nice, and Cindy really appreciated it, she gave me a really nice hug later that night. But at one point I realized I might not be able to say by to Shivi and I started crying and had to leave a couple times. I called Shivi and she said she wouldn't leave without saying goodbye. We came back before she left. Or, more accurately, her aunt (with whom shes staying a day? or two? before going back to India) came and then left briefly because Shivi was still packing, and waiting for me.
I took a lot of her stuff that she was trying to get rid of, partially because I knew it would make her feel better if someone she knew took it. Disposable razors, about 50 of them, a shirt, a pan, moisturizing cream, that sort of thing.
India is so far away.